I've really gotten tired of everyone spouting "When God closes a door, He opens a window." Not only have people been spouting it, but it seems to come up in shows that I watch as well. I get it. Something new will come along. Look at the best of the situation. Blah, blah. What would really be nice is for someone to say, "Damn. That really sucks." Just let me vent, be upset and feel what I want to feel. Let me have my days to cry and be sad. My moments to yell and be upset. Let me hurt. Yes, it will pass. Yes, I will find something new. Yes, I will be stronger. For now I want to play with my tots and cuddle the baby. And with this cold weather...the door and window can stay shut for awhile.
You write what you know. Alas, all I know currently is children; specifically my own and a few others. I find it hard to believe that others would want to read my mundane mumbles. If nothing else one day my tots will have a laugh over their mama’s writings. So, if you care to stay and read…enjoy, laugh, be confused (I often am)…or skip it all!